6-17-11

Hello readers.

As you may or may not have read- earlier tonight I was really angry. I will elaborate on why I was angry in a short time, as I need to explain what else happened today.

Well, let's start of with the overall boringness of the day. I woke up early to take my mom's car in to the shop, then came back home, and slept till 11.

Then various home-renovation people were at our house till about 5:30.

Okay, so earlier in the day, my friend stopped by because he left his backpack in my car the previous night, and I was going to give it back to him. And I did. And he said he'd call me about plans later.

So it's about 6 or so, and still no call. So, I called him, and no answer. Okay. I text someone who I suspected would be with him, and they said they were all at the pool... alright, so yeah, thanks for inviting me and all that shit. He says they're going to the opening ceremonies of the CWS later that night, and that they would come and pick me up.

Next thing I know, it's about 7:30-8ish, and still no call, no text or anything. I decided to call my friend who said he'd drive me earlier, and surprise here, no answer! So I text the same friend who I texted earlier... apparently they picked up this other kid (who, coincidentally, I was just talking to about hanging out that night) and didn't have enough room in the car.

This was really the boiling point for me.

Like, seriously? Who the fuck does that?

1. He could have at least called me earlier instead of being a dick and ignoring me, so I could have at least made plans, instead of leaving me hanging at like 9 PM.
2. Everyone else apparently wanted to hang out with me, but I'm not sure how true this is.
3. I've been driving this piece of shit around for weeks, picking up other friends, and shit like that just so we can hang out. Oh, and did I mention I never got a single dollar for gas money? From anyone? That's real great. I mean this fucker steals from his dad to get his money, I fucking earn mine. He had a job too, but he quit because he's a lazy fuck.
4. I even invited him to come to a cookout (which is usually just family and really close friends) tomorrow, but now he's definitely not coming, not after tonight. I doubt he would have showed up anyway, no wait, I take that back. He would have, just for his butt buddy Trey, who's like a brother to me.
5. I'm always the nicest fucking person in our group. Like no fucking joke. I do shit for everyone. Give rides, pay for food, throw in for gas- even when I'm not in the car because everyone else is too stingy to pay, and just things that a friend should do, you know?

I'm not sure what happened to doing friendly things with these guys. Like, literally, I can't remember one really nice thing anyone has ever done for me, or really anyone for that matter.

Ugh. I honestly wouldn't be mad if he (or anyone with them for that matter) were to give me a call, and just say that they wouldn't be able to hang out, instead of leaving me hanging. Friends do that kind of thing, even if they are just gonna ditch you.

I mean fuck it though. That's the last time I do anything nice for this kid. I'm not mad at anyone else, just him. Because if it were anyone else, they would have picked me up, I'm not doubting that.

It's just that this kid really is a piece of shit almost all the time. Most people in our "group" question why we even hang out with him in the first place, just because he's just a douche all. the. time. And I wish I was exaggerating, but it's like 98% of the time, this kid is a prick.

Fuck it. I'm done ranting. I'll hopefully give you more developments tomorrow.