2-28-11

Last day of February! Nice! We made it through. On to March. Should be a great month if things go according to plan.

I'm finally starting to feel a bit better. Not 100% but still better than Friday, or even yesterday.

Oh. Yeah. News just came in a few minutes ago that someone got shot and was killed by the Hy-Vee just a few blocks away from my house... scary. That stuff really shouldn't happen. Just so you all know, I'm not a supporter of any law that allows citizens to carry around guns legally.

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Anyway.

I was thinking today while watching TV. I was thinking about all the near death experiences I've had. And yes, I've had a few. None where I'm like, about to bleed to death or things like that. I mean like, about to get hit/ran over by a car, fall from almost 30 feet up, those kinds of things. I've narrowly escaped death more than I should have to. If that's not proof that I'm here for a reason, I don't know what is.

I need to stop caring what other people think. I mean I really don't right now, but then again I do. I need a major adjustment. Starting now things are going to change. I just need to live life to the fullest, as cliche as that sounds. But yeah. It's going to happen.

I'm going to do what I want. No one's thoughts are going to influence me any more. We're all our own people, right? It's time we start acting like it. We're not slaves to our higher powers. I am my own higher power.

I think, therefore I am.